I’m finally able to attend church today. How refreshing it is! I also love the food after. Haha!
After more than a month of not attending sunday services, I am finally connected to my spiritual family. Coincidentally, the topic is about Nehemiah, same as that in Victory.
I had to walk home though. I realized that I would go the distance just to have a taste of God. It only means that I love God that I would do this for Him. Good thought. Though I know that I am able to love God because He first loved me.
I had a dream about this Boaz. That is how active my conscious mind is that it affects my subconscious. So this afternoon, I spent time trying to figure out why. Why is this Boaz the one who came to my mind when I read that devotional? Why were there moments in which I would think that it could be?
My mind says yes but my heart says no. My heart is heavily guarded. Thank You God for that. I was telling God that if I were to let anyone in, let him be the one that is from God. I told Him that He will be the One to put him, whoever he is, in my heart. Plus, there isn’t even a hint that I am his Ruth. Haha!
So for now, I hope this Boaz thing will leave my thoughts for now.
The love of God overflows through me. I hope to be able to share this love with others. One way I can think of is to let His will be done. That will to let His command to make disciples begin.