I can’t sleep. I’ve been having this problem ever since my husband’s shift changed. He now works at night and comes home early morning. But I’m still used to sleeping late at around 1 am. By the time I am sleepy, my husband would come home and then I’ll wake up and then we’ll talk for like an hour then I would struggle to sleep again. I would wake up feeling like I never have complete sleep.

Right now I am listening to the preaching of Pastor Peter on youtube. Might as well use my time listening to God’s word. I love listening to his preachings, they are always informative in the right kind of way.

You have to pay attention though, take down notes. It is best if you have a group to share it with. Teach others. Disciple others.

This has always been one of the things I want to do the most. But I have to be an active member of a local church first. With my work schedule, I can’t attend the church I am currently a member of. I want to fellowship with other members. I want to go deeper.

But I am always open to anyone who would want to learn more about the bible. I miss attending bible studies. Meeting in a cafe and talk about Jesus for hours.

Maybe I should be the one to initiate. Invite people. Yes, that’s it.

I’m feeling sleepy now and I am happy knowing that I have thought of a solution to one of my struggles just by writing my thoughts down.

Thank You Lord God.