Opening my heart to someone is really scary. That is why it should be heavily guarded. But same is true with the mind. So we should guard it, too.
Never let me go astray
Let me rest in Your presence
The world is harsh
My heart deceived
My mind running wild
Don’t want to listen to them anymore
Just want to listen to your voice
In Your presence I am at peace
I am loved
I feel fine
I am safe
Don’t let me insist my own way anymore
Give me the grace to listen and obey You at all times
God I am tired
Let me rest in Your presence
You are still way better than any of this
I will be forever Yours
That has been my prayer and thoughts these past few days.