I walked from my Aunt’s place to the nearest mall here. It took me 2 hours back and forth. It was scary because it was dark. But God is with me. I nearly felt bad but come on who am I kidding? I chose to be here. Though it is God’s fulfilled promise to me, He never said that things will be easy. I’ve been through a lot. This should be easy by now. I’ve been through floods and walking in the rain. Come on I am made of steel.

But honestly though, I’ve had thoughts that I might die while walking home…yknow animals lurking in the grassland. But then again, as long as I am saved by Jesus then death should not matter.

And oh…yeah it is sad to roam the mall here alone. But I’ll get through this, too.

If there is anything that I have learned about myself today, it’s that I do not want to be blamed. Everything that happens to me has permission from God so I should not regret any of my decision. It is part of God’s plan for me. I just hope God gives me grace to do what I should do.

If there are corrections with my character, then I hope I have the strength and humility to accept that and be transformed.

Life is but a risk, but if it is God’s will then no matter how hard it is, His will will always come to completion.