Drifting

Be careful not to drift away. Drifting comes subtly. Before wwe know it we’re already out of focus. The previous weeks showed me how to drift away. I was out of focus. I was no longer happy. That is why it’s important to check ourselves every once in a while–if possible check ourselves everyday.

God does not like lukewarm people and He will spit these people out. Those who have heard the gospel yet decided to stay in the middle is not what God wants.

I always thought that God is more into checking our faults but these past few days He showed me that He is kind and full of grace. and most of all He loves me. Getting to know Him more and more 🙂

I want what my faith sisters have with God–a very deep relationship. They constantly communicate and they hear Him very clearly in every areas of their lives–career, love life, ministry and others. I want to be in His presence constantly–for Him to speak to me all the time 🙂

Tuesday Night and Others

Last night, I attended the worship service. Then after that, T called to tell me that her vertigo struck her and she was at the ER. We went to her after the service. We waited fr 2 hours then ate at McDonald’s. But before that, I was on my way to the church when I could no longer resist the urge to pee and so I passed by this McDo branch just to use their restroom. The guard was giving out “ang pao” with discount coupons. I accepted one envelope. Fast forward several hours after, I was distributing discount coupons with my sisters 🙂 Everything happens for a reason.

Several good things happened at that place. We talked about the messages God gave to my sisters. I was just listening to them and God revealed to me that we have a relationship–that He’s also speaking with me.

After praying, one man seated nearby has heard us pray and so he asked for our prayers for his friend who was admitted in the hospital I worked in. We were awed for being approached and asked for prayer.

Another good thing, two people told me that I looked nice or different. Maybe the lipstick and eyeliner are really okay. 🙂

One commented that my face is shrinking–becoming fit? Hopefully. I must stick with this goal. Few clothes fit me if my waist become smaller, I’d be able to wear my old better clothes.