A Different Reality

A few years ago, I cam across the book A Kite Runner and it was about a young man’s story of his early life and how he and his father migrated to America to escape the political change that was happening in their country.

A few days ago, I saw an ad about a charity organization asking for help to give to the Syrian community.

I thought about the Syrians, how their lives changed. From prosperous lives to people living in tents, scared of the bomb attacks. Nothing left. They’d be lucky if their family are still together and complete.

Then I think about the current pandemic. How is this going to pan out? How are we going to survive this? Are we going to survive this? Are our families still be complete? What is going to happen after? The economy? Our way of living? Are we going to learn what we need to learn? Will humans finally grow hearts? Will they develop compassion towards others? Will they stop being selfish?

I pray that God will have compassion over us. No more lives lost due to Covid-19. May everyone be kept safe and healthy. Lord God, have mercy on us. Protect us, keep us healthy and safe. Provide for our needs. These I ask in Jesus’ mighty name. Amen.


I can’t sleep. I’ve been having this problem ever since my husband’s shift changed. He now works at night and comes home early morning. But I’m still used to sleeping late at around 1 am. By the time I am sleepy, my husband would come home and then I’ll wake up and then we’ll talk for like an hour then I would struggle to sleep again. I would wake up feeling like I never have complete sleep.

Right now I am listening to the preaching of Pastor Peter on youtube. Might as well use my time listening to God’s word. I love listening to his preachings, they are always informative in the right kind of way.

You have to pay attention though, take down notes. It is best if you have a group to share it with. Teach others. Disciple others.

This has always been one of the things I want to do the most. But I have to be an active member of a local church first. With my work schedule, I can’t attend the church I am currently a member of. I want to fellowship with other members. I want to go deeper.

But I am always open to anyone who would want to learn more about the bible. I miss attending bible studies. Meeting in a cafe and talk about Jesus for hours.

Maybe I should be the one to initiate. Invite people. Yes, that’s it.

I’m feeling sleepy now and I am happy knowing that I have thought of a solution to one of my struggles just by writing my thoughts down.

Thank You Lord God.

The Universe is Now Ready to Take Your Call

What would you tell the universe?

If you can achieve anything you want, what will it be?

You can be a great doctor, or a great musician, or a prolific writer, or a world-renowned actor. What do you want for yourself? What do you want for others? What will you do to make your dream come true? What about the dream of others?

What will your life be like if you would have attained it? Will you be happy? Will you be at peace?

What else are you going to do after you have attained it?

Are you going to call the universe once again?


I want to revive this blog. I am just inspired to try to live healthy again.

Actually, I’ve been watching a lot of vlogs these past few years and lately I’ve been coming across some lifestyle vlogs–like showing what they do for a day. Lots of cleaning and cooking and showing how aesthetic their house/apartment is.

These vlogs are very inspiring. Of course sometimes they would show their faces or their healthy body because they show that they are eating right.

So why blogging and not vlogging? I guess I just feel like I can express myself more through writing. So yeah, I’ll be posting here often fro now on.


It’s been a while since I posted anything here. I just recently came across a post on FB about a blogger that I know with his own book. It prompted me to go to this website and clicked on my links.

A lot of them have matured and are now doing their best to contribute to society and country even.

It makes me hopeful for the future that there are still people who think about others and how they can help to make the world a better place.

Oh Joy

I just want to post something just to say that I am happy for my loved ones because of the great things happening in their lives.  Lots of breakthroughs.  I am grateful for witnessing these things.  God is good all the time.